Everything I've Been Missing

So, it looks like my schedule has cleared up significantly. I'm not going to school anymore. I've been gone from DW, Diadem, Plurk (kinda, I froze my karma)....lots of things because school and work took up all my time. But I had my last and final breakdown regarding classes when I told my mom that I didn't want to go anymore. It was really hard to tell her that and I was crying and everything...but I knew I had to do it. I don't want to write a wall of text explaining why it came to this, but when there's a lot of pressure put on you from your parents, siblings, peers, and yourself, it takes a toll. The pressure and then the lack of verbal support and encouragement puts thoughts in your head that maybe you can't do it. I know it sounds lame but just having someone tell you that you can overcome this degree and get it and that you are smart enough makes a big difference over never hearing it. Even if they believe it, sometimes you need to hear it. But whatever, that's that. I feel terrible but liberated at the same time. I think taking this break until I figure stuff out is the best thing I can possibly do right now.

Enough of that shit. I am attempting to re-launch my scanlation group, but of course I need a translator and it's hard as fuck to find one. I would join one but most groups do shoujo and I don't read that. I can find raws, clean, typeset, and QC but all I need is a fucking translator. This is killing me right now and it's not cool. But the second I find one, I'll be in business and finally I can scanlate shounen series that people have abandoned. Crossing my fingers!

Lastly, I'll be posting a friending meme today because I'm tired of just adding people like a damn creeper. We need friending memes! So I'll code one and put it up today. Make sure to whore it out so we can all make some new peeps! Yes yes? Cool. Later lovers